Your future in you HANDS

Crying and Screaming is the normal way?
expression when you feel so stuck and feel everybody disappear.

because Sometimes The bitter experience make you feeling so down and feeling so bad.
feels like nobody avoid you and leave you ...
but i still keep survive to face it and stand up again..

People around you screaming and blame at you every time you made something wrong.
nobody want listen and care with you.
but i don't stop dreaming to get what i want the most in this world.

they can reach what they want, no matter how hard it is, and so do i.
i wont give up.
the more people get me down, the more i survive my self to raise again.

being spotlight and everybody get attention at you, that's the dreams of every single person.
being love and to be loved.

maybe I'm the loser dreamer.
dreaming and hope to erase and swap all of my bad things in the past..
but voices in my head whispered and screaming "you can make it!"

and SO !!!
when someone say you are a dump, don't yelling back at them..
all of you gotta do is turn around and give your biggest smile to them..
and say it in your mind "you will regret this".

because there's still another chance it call TOMMOROW
everybody has an equal chance, chance to get the better life.
let you past make you BETTER not bitter.

problem will always come at your life.
so, learn something from your problem then you will be the wiser person than before..

unexpected result, unexpected condition, and unexpected person always come the wrong time.

Note it in you head !
Dear enemies, thank you for making me stronger. no matter how you try to push me, i still alive.
and i learn to stand up again after falling.


Guys do you wanna know whats beyond wonderful? look in the mirror :)

HAPPY SATURDAY EVERYONE ..
xoxo

@ClaraNovK

Me Singing When you're gone acoustic by Avril Lavigne.wmv

Broken hearted quotes

hey ya !! it's been so long that i haven't write something on my blog ..
now here i am, i have to study hard for my mid test for this month , sigh ! its kinda exhausted.

maybe im gonna write something on my blog ..
music is very inspired me , thats why i wanna write them down ..

when u have something can't explain , but music can talk..
world without music , just like living in the world with no air ..
just read below , and you will find the good quotes i take from the good song inspired me a lots .


have you ever love somebody so much ? -Eminem-

Good bye my almost lover , good bye my hope less dream. -Alison Sudol-

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...  -Nelly-

Everybody hurts, sometimes - The Cors-

Your love is my drug - Ke$ha-

How about i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you - Beyonce-

Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems - Eminem feat Rihanna-

How do you feel, thats the question
but i forget you don't expected  an easy answer .. - Stone Sour-

Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same - Bruno Mars-

You make me Crazier - Taylor Swift-

If i could turn back time , i'll go wherever  you will go. -The Calling-

You are the reason that i breath ,
You are the reason that i still believe - Pussy cat dolls-

By : @ClaraNovK

I hate being fool in front of you .

This is not your fault being very rationalist and smart person .

sorry i can not be the perfect like u want .

we are experts in our respective job.

do u ever had the same experienced with me readers ? :(  i am speechless .

what should i do ? :P

i love music , but u are not . music is my life , i love sing , but u are not .

i am not politician , i do not love politic news  , that is not means i do not care with politic , but i just feel that very boring topic we are talking .

sorry . i do really sorry

Woman are thinking with their right brain , you know what is Right brain exactly ??

that is means woman are very touching , sensitive , and 99% use their emotional for every case they have .

and Man are thinking with their left brain , you know awhat is left brain exactly ??

that is means men are very rationalist and logical person . so that is why they can be very seriously one or become a beast when they are thinking and talking .

i am very speechless talking with the rationalist man , i do not why . XD

i do not mean that woman cant be the rationalist person , but we are just different with man  . -..-"

i cant explain about this one . errr

i do not give up for my weakness , no more .

"ill show ya" opps . :P

if your type of the girl is rationalist woman ? ok man , i will do that .

i am try to impressed you by now ! ..

Better late than never

i take this as a feedback to be a better person . :)

Love is just  not enough talking about the feeling, sacrifice and hurting  . that is just happening in the movie -..-" LOL .       i do understand now ...

i have to be the a better person for him ..

to be continue ..

@ClaraNovK

FINALLY CASE CLOSED !!!!!! :D

hey , remember the last post in my blog . :P ... its over now between us , no more hurting , no more lie , no more breaking . :) .

if u see my post on January , this month is talking about him . :P

the problem start on 1 january and case close end on 31 january .. only one month .. so fast , but thats hurting me badly . XD

i have no idea , wat im gonna talking about on this blog .

i just wanna tell you , i am happy . :D no more pain i keep inside .

but now the problem is , i feel so ashamed every time i read back my blog -...-"

thats really bad . :p why i should doubt in him ? he is very nice guy i ever met . :)

for every girl in this world ! dont give up for ur love . :P

no one knows , if he is ur next husband . :p just try it , and never give up ..

even this is very impossible for you . i tell  you now , nothing is impossible . :D

even though today i cant touch him , i wish someday i can do that . :)

wipe his tears when he feels so sad , make him smile when he feel so suffer , and make he falling in love with me . :p oops . XD ahhaah i cant force that feeling , the feeling come naturally . :)

WE ARE APPROACH WITH VALENTINE'S DAY . :P
wait my next post ok . :) .... keep smile readers

@ClaraNovK     * i wish i can change my user name on twitter @ClaraVeerhuis or @Mrs.Veerhuis . oopps again :P. *